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The drizzling rain tears through my heart, shearing it painfully like cold shards of glass.
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The rain holds memories of the past. Each droplet a memory of that manor carved into my very being from the day I was taken from the streets.
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So I stand in the rain, the thundering monsoon.
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Every cold sensation a painful reminder that I must become retribution itself, a vengeance to tear those accursed bastards apart.
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…There wasn't even a shelter, an umbrella to shield me from the rain.
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Nothing gave me reprieve from the rain, not even the thinnest layer of fabric to stop it from tearing into my skin.
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A delusional thought that this life, this existence, may be worth enduring if I could have those moments of relief…. that, as long as I could wait out the rain and dry my drenched clothes…
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I did not have even the faintest mirage of such hopes. I knew this life was not to be one of relief.
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Hah. Good. I don't need anything like that holding back my rage, my vengeance.
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I have already lost my recollection of a few things that set me off on my path of revenge.
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There was something there, something that kindled this rage within me, something that set me on this path of destruction the moment I left the manor. But…
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No. These are but meaningless ruminations. There is no straying from the path of retribution.
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To those bastards at the manor who so ruthlessly pelted me with cruel, heavy rain: I bring you flesh-rending, bone-shattering tempest of ruin.
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And that is all I need to perpetuate this existence. That is more than enough reason to live on.
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…This forest is on a high, silent hill.
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The damnably grand manor remains in my sight still, past the overgrown forest, even as the storm makes its landing upon the skies beneath which I stand.
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A clear sight of my target is good fuel for my rage. Like a funnel for this boiling hatred within me.
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I see the Butlers come out to dry the manor's dirty laundries. I see guests coming and going from the manor, arriving to enjoy the occasional banquet. And I recall the fleeting pockets of joy.
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I recall my caretaker, the Chief Butler, who cared for me more than anyone else despite her brusque and surly disposition.
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…No. Illusions, all.
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Hellish pain fades away into the fog of memories past, twisting them into sentimental reminiscences. This is nothing but a feeble trick of the mind, beguiling me; an attempt to paint over the hurt with joy.
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After all, my memories with her have now long faded past the opaque mist.
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Yet I wasn't alone in those memories. There was… there was a…
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No. I'll obliviate them all. Once I excise them… my past, my memories… then my mind will no longer play such tricks on me.
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Nothing but pointless memories, nothing but hurt painted over with false joy of reminiscence.
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There is nothing left for me in that manor, no repose, no momentary reprieve.
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When was it? Was it the day I first wielded this blade, or was it the day I met and observed my countless selves across the endless worlds?
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Or was it the day of my assault upon the Young Master's mansion, when I tore through countless Butlers and made a mountain of their corpses?
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Though its origin is a mystery still, I came to learn how to command loyalty of the dead.
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Yet I had no teacher. I suppose my transformation was inevitable, as it was for my countless other selves in the infinite worlds.
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I am perpetually surrounded by the screeching, pouring hatred of the dead; yet I find quite amusing the unfair, illogical nature of the world, that they have no choice but to bid me their loyalty despite it all.
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I led the march of the Wild Hunt. I mauled the Young Master's useless arm off his torso.
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…And I declared from the top of my lungs that I shall soon host a banquet of my own at that accursed manor.
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I'll give them more than enough time to prepare.
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The Young Master, whose arm I mauled, will temper and whet his saber keen with hatred as his flame.
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The Chief Butler, who still seeks the long-dead Mistress, will be brutal with her serviette.
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My old caretaker, her heart gashed by betrayal, will strike me with thunderous rebuke.
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They will join my banquet with utter preparation. And only then shall I exact a revenge truly meaningful.
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I shall await them with my march. I wish to see them charge into us, their eyes bloodshot with all kinds of emotions, their veins pulsating with tension.
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Yet, in the end, I will crush them all.
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And atop the wuthering heights, in the crumbling ruins of the manor, I will stand alone.
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There, I will release my endlessly festering woe and rage at…
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…At…
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Who… was to hear my cry? To whom was I to pour my heart out?
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No, that's… There's…
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Everything I've done has hinged on… It was all to…
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…Ah, it's raining again…
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If, even the cutting raindrops fail to summon this memory, then…
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…it cannot have been more important than the culmination of pain that I endured.
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Thus, the lost memory signifies nothing to me.
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Perhaps it will return once I raze this manor to ashes.
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…Then I will have reached my destination, my vengeance complete, however lost my memories may have become.
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…Perhaps the mirror is full of lies.
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All that remains in the fog of my memories… are these words someone had once conveyed to me.
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